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  Academics  —  Academic Schools  —  Language and Literature  —  Short Fiction Contest

Bucks County Short Fiction Contest

2026 Short Fiction Contest Winners

Congratulations to the Bucks County Short Fiction Contest Winter 2026 winners. A celebratory event will be held on Saturday, March. 28, at 1 p.m.
  1. Marc Elias Keller of Yardley won first place for his story, “The Sweet Drop.”
  2. Bob McCrillis of Doylestown captured second place for “Holding Ground.”
  3. Susan Lederhouse of Yardley took third place for “Dear Adrienne.”
The winners will receive honoraria of $200, $100, and $50, respectively.
The Bucks County Short Fiction Contest receives funding and administrative support from the School of Language and Literature. For further information, contact the contest director, Professor Elizabeth Luciano, at elizabeth.luciano@bucks.edu.
First Place: The Sweet Drop

The Sweet Drop

By Mark Elias Keller

Forma was feeding the newest generation of ants when she smelled the excitement and commotion just outside the colony. Already sensing an unusually sweet scent wafting through the familiar odors of mildew, metal, and chemicals, she hurried along the damp pipes toward the opening leading to the bright place, where the ground was smooth and cool. There, a crowd clustered round Dolus, the colony’s top scout ant, long admired for his fearless foraging. Vibrating with enthusiasm, he was telling the colony about his newest discovery.

“This is incredible!” he exclaimed, his abdomen rising and his body moving jerkily. He stood taller than usual, antennae lifted high, commanding the colony’s attention. “I usually have to go far for new food, but this was right on my trail. So convenient!”

Forma listened as Dolus spoke of gleaming, clear droplets with an alluring, intoxicating sweetness. But just as Dolus started encouraging everyone to follow him to the new food came the strident voice of Contra, a middle-aged ant Forma knew to be intelligent, but often disgruntled and apt to find flaw with just about anything. Some months ago, he’d griped about the colony deciding to relocate to the dark, damp place, futilely exhorting them to stay in the warmth of the sun and the fresh soil of the outdoors.

“Wait! Slow down!” Contra yelled. “We don’t know nearly enough about this new food yet! Where’s it coming from? What is it, exactly? It might be dangerous! It could kill us all!”

The rest of the colony paused to consider Contra’s warning. But Dolus quickly spoke up: “Nonsense! Paranoia! This is like when we moved, Contra. You just can’t handle anything new.” Dolus waved his antennae toward the gleaming droplets. “Now follow me, everyone, and taste for yourselves! You’ll see what I mean!”

And follow they did—except Forma. She was curious, but Contra’s warning was fair. Something didn’t feel right to her. As Dolus said, this new food had come so easily, so conveniently. Maybe too easily and too conveniently. So for now, Forma hesitated to eat it.

But she was clearly in the minority of doubters. The bounty quickly sent the colony buzzing into a frenzy unlike anything she’d ever seen. Dolus’s original scent trail, thin and dotted, soon thickened into a superhighway. Workers, foragers, nurses, even other brood-tenders like Forma left their tasks to taste the “Sweet Drop,” as Dolus now called it. Clusters of ants circled around the sticky droplets, gorging until they could eat no more, gathering as much into their crops as they could, then stampeding back to the darkness of the colony, bumping into each other in their mass inebriation. Forma could also smell Regula, their nest-bound queen, eagerly tasting the Sweet Drop straight from the mouths of workers and nurses.

Everywhere Forma went, the inescapable sweetness clung to the air. The Sweet Drop! Everyone chattered nonstop about it: where it was, how much remained, and when more would come, for it seemed to appear out of nowhere. And it seemed to Forma that the colony was benefitting from the new burst of energy: soldier ants were more defensive, Regula laid more eggs, and workers dug new chambers, though these stayed empty, since most of the colony was constantly treading to and from the Sweet Drop.

Forma watched the frenzy, tempted more and more to try the Sweet Drop, especially as Dolus pumped out a constant stream of rapturous speeches about it:

“Do you remember what life was like just days ago?” he asked the colony. “Endless toil! Nonstop drudgery! Foraging dangerously for scraps and crumbs. Now those problems are solved! We’re liberated, free to enjoy our lives, with time to—well, to do whatever we want. Now, come, anyone who hasn’t yet tasted it, eat and enjoy!”

And as usual after one of Dolus’s speeches, the smooth floor in the bright open space was darkened by a stream of ants rushing toward the Sweet Drop, despite Contra’s persistent warnings.

“Stop! Think about what you’re doing!” Contra waggled his antennae furiously. “Since when have we ever eaten only one food? We shouldn’t rely so much on something we don’t know anything about!”

“We know everyone’s happy with the Sweet Drop,” Dolus huffed. “That’s what matters. Is there some risk? Of course. There’s risk in everything. But the reward is too great to pass up. And if we don’t eat the Sweet Drop, another colony will, and then what? They thrive? While we starve? No! Never!”

The rest of the ants murmured in agreement, turning their backs to Contra and streaming after Dolus toward the Sweet Drop, while Contra and the other dissenters held firm, refusing even a single taste. They—and Forma, for now—survived on dry scrapings of a floral-scented gel clinging to the smooth wall of the white basin.

But as the days passed, Forma wavered, her curiosity growing. Clearly there was something irresistible about this new food. Why else would her sisters abandon their crucial feeding tasks and gorge themselves on it? But Forma could smell danger lurking in the air, literally: the scent of Regula, their queen, was different, fainter. Forma knew it, but it was impossible for her to tell anyone else, because the only thing the colony wanted to talk about was the Sweet Drop. So she went about her tasks, watching the ongoing frenzy, and with every one of Dolus’s incessant speeches about the glorious new age they were living in, and every well-meaning attempt from another ant to feed her the new food, she took a reluctant step closer to tasting it for herself.

As the scrapings grew scanter and Forma grew hungrier, her curiosity eventually overcame her caution. She scurried along the robust trail to the Sweet Drop, drawing close enough to breathe in the Sweet Drop’s full scent and feel it overwhelm her doubts. She had to taste it—so she did.

Instantly she understood. The taste was incredibly, unnaturally rich, but undeniably delicious. Forma ate another bite, the sweetness flooding her senses. Seeing the vast reserves of the Sweet Drop still glistening, a new feeling surged in her, unfamiliar but thrilling: independence. It wasn’t just the sweetness itself: like Dolus advertised, it was the proximity, the ease of access. She didn’t have to wait for foragers to find distant crumbs and bring them back home for her to eat. She didn’t have to eat from another’s mouth. She didn’t have to survive on oddly-scented scrapings. She could go right to the Sweet Drop, any time, and get her own delicious food. The old way suddenly felt silly and slow, all that waiting and dependence on others.

Feeling stuffed and fighting the urge for just one more mouthful, Forma turned away from the Sweet Drop to head back to the brood. She considered bringing some of the sweetness back to the larvae, but something stopped her, a faintly bitter hesitation she couldn’t quite explain. Anyway, she told herself, the larvae were getting enough of the Sweet Drop from the other tenders. More than enough, probably.

Right outside the narrow opening into the colony, she brushed against the big-headed soldier ant, Herka, who stared at her tensely, his antennae pointed toward her and his threatening mandibles open, like he was trying to figure out if Forma was an enemy.

“It’s me,” Forma said. “Forma.”

Herka stared for another second, leaning toward her, then wandered off toward the Sweet Drop, stumbling in uneven zigzags.

Forma tried to quash her skepticism and embrace the Sweet Drop the way that Dolus and the rest of the colony did, excluding Contra and his small band of dissenters. After all, the colony was livelier, Forma admitted. Workers chattered excitedly, foragers returned quickly, and Regula the queen fed more eagerly than usual. The dark place where they lived even felt warmer and more alive. Maybe this was progress, disorienting at first, but ultimately good. Maybe her uneasiness was only a fear of change, like Contra’s, nothing more.

But her skepticism returned as unsettling changes piled up. Whatever bump in output the Sweet Drop had originally inspired in the colony had fallen off dramatically. Less work than ever was now getting done with the sudden drop in energy, focus—and life itself. Death was normal for Forma; sisters and brothers died often—she’d carried corpses herself to the colony’s crypt—but this was different. The oily scent of death was stronger than she’d ever smelled it. She found far too many larvae lying still where they should have been squirming and feeding. Later that day, when feeding the brood, Forma hesitated before touching them, wiping her mandibles clean, afraid any lingering Sweet Drop in her crop might seep into the blind, trusting bodies. Most disturbing of all was the nearby row of limp, oozing larvae in their last gasps of a very short life.

It wasn’t only the brood Forma worried about: she saw a forager, far too young to die naturally, twitch and collapse right along the trail to the Sweet Drop, his legs thrashing wildly as he rolled around before dying, unable to communicate what was happening to him. Not long after, came more, similar deaths, even the mighty Herka suddenly twitching, flopping, and falling still. Forma watched the colony change rapidly—and not for the better, in her opinion. Everywhere she looked was unfinished or sloppy work. Roles blurred and faded. Nurses had all but stopped cleaning the young ones. Once-adventurous scouts and foragers, even Dolus, laid no new trails, merely trudging back and forth between the colony and the Sweet Drop. The damp dark place had fallen markedly quieter as the brunt of the colony clustered around the sticky droplets in the bright area.

Contra now hollered even louder. “Look around you!” he yelled. “We used to lay trails in every direction. Now there’s only one! And it leads to the same thing, over and over. The Sweet Drop! We used to forage, scout, build. Now we just feed, feed, feed! Is this really the life we want? Dolus speaks of a blissful new age, but look at the brood rotting away. Look at Herka dropping dead. That’s your ‘new age.’”

But the colony, in thrall to the Sweet Drop, ignored Contra even more than before. Forma, though, couldn’t ignore the worst effect yet: Regula, the queen, was either neglecting her task, which seemed absurd, or was losing her ability to do it, something even more ominous. But undoubtedly their queen was laying far fewer eggs. And from the eggs that hatched now came sickly, underdeveloped progeny, wandering confusedly and often dying shortly after being born.

Fear and dread grew in Forma as her sisters and brothers went on as if nothing had changed, either blind or unwilling to see what she could no longer ignore. But what about the finder of the Sweet Drop? Forma wondered. What did Dolus himself think about what was happening to the colony? Surely their astute scout had to notice his siblings twitching, meandering aimlessly, and slacking in their traditional tasks.

Forma confronted him that afternoon as he was returning from the Sweet Drop. “Dolus!” she shouted. “Don’t you see all your dead brothers and sisters? And the brood going untended and neglected? You know that’s not normal.”

Dolus’s mandibles tightened and his antennae snapped upward. Then his posture loosened again as he resumed his confident tone. “Of course I see the colony changing. But that’s a good thing, Forma. Doesn’t change usually mean survival?”

“But this isn’t right, what’s going on. And you know it’s connected to the Sweet Drop.”

He waved his antennae excitedly. “Of course it is! This is what happens when something—revolutionary comes along. There’s change, and some of it’s uncomfortable. But that’s no reason to abandon the Sweet Drop. Now stop worrying yourself, Forma. You sound like Contra.”

Dolus scurried away to a cluster of ants around a droplet and launched into another speech: “We’re living in revolutionary times!” he preached, even as a worker ant twitched and collapsed beside him. Dolus stepped right over her and went on: “How many colonies even get an opportunity like this? Sure, there may be transitional difficulties, some short-term costs, but that’s part of progress. Traditions and customs don’t last forever. We must embrace this disruption!”

Dolus spoke incessantly, eloquently, with more urgency and passion than ever. But it was obvious to Forma that the rest of the colony wasn’t listening as they had just days ago. Not because they didn’t want to listen. Because they couldn’t. They all seemed sluggish and dense, their antennae drooped and unfocused, the scents of communication becoming unintelligible.

When it became clear that most of the colony’s new generation wouldn’t survive past infancy, Forma couldn’t keep quiet any longer. Yes, she told the others, she understood the allure of the Sweet Drop. She, too, had tasted it. “But something very bad is happening!” she cried out. “We’re dying, not building and growing! And it must be because of the Sweet Drop! Now, please, brothers and sisters, stop eating it!”

But Forma knew it was futile. Contra and the dissenter ants seemed to know it, too, watching with a mix of sadness and smugness amidst the thickening scent of death and confusion.

It was about a week after the first discovery of the Sweet Drop when Regula, who had stopped laying eggs anyway, suddenly staggered to her feet. For a moment it seemed like she was trying to say something. But she only stumbled, twitched, then sank steadily and died silently, her scent fading rapidly.

Normally the death of a queen would have set off a terrified frenzy of mourning. “Stop!” Forma shouted. “Look at Regula! Our queen is dead! Dead from the Sweet Drop!”

But no one listened, their antennae motionless and their eyes blank. Where the air should have been filled with cries and wails was just sickly sweet silence. Soon after the queen’s passing came the death of Dolus himself. Still preaching about the glory of the Sweet Drop, he spoke mostly to himself now, with very few ants still cognizant enough to understand his words. Then, right in the middle of a sentence, Dolus began to tremble, his antennae fluttering wildly, legs jerking, before he collapsed, his body twitching erratically before toppling over. His last words, gasped out, were about abundance and prosperity.

With the queen and Dolus dead, any cohesion within the survivors quickly dissipated. Every time Forma turned around, another body lay still, the newly-dead accumulating faster than she could track. The dead lay where they fell, the idea of carrying them to the crypt long forgotten. A handful of her still-living sisters continued, even now, to trudge mechanically toward the Sweet Drop, but Forma knew: this was the end of the colony. She herself was feeling woozy and less alert, no doubt from her mouthfuls of the Sweet Drop.

By the next morning, nearly all the remaining colony members were lifeless. Forma was still alive, but groggy and weak. The only ants still physically healthy were Contra and his followers, who never ate the Sweet Drop. They’d been mocked and shunned as backward, paranoid, unwilling to progress. Now Forma realized they’d been right all along.

Clearly there was nothing left here for Forma or anyone else, including Contra and his followers. Forma caught the sharp, restless scent of the dissenters as they prepared to depart and take their chances in the wilderness. Lacking a better option, she decided to join them, even if not exactly invited. Still, she trudged along behind the group, through the pitch-black wall, down the warm slippery pipe, toward a narrow opening that separated the moist air from the blazing bright world beyond. At every step Forma’s legs trembled; she could barely keep moving, and even if the dissenters had wanted to speak to her, she wouldn’t have been able to reply.

Finally, just a few steps into the great light of the wilderness, Forma felt herself falter, her feet stumbling on a hard, rough surface. Her body twitched, as she had seen so many of her brothers and sisters twitch. Feeling the warmth of the sun, she recalled the old days, the old ways. Traditional roles, steady cooperative toil. Those days were really quite nice. She missed them. But like Dolus said, nothing lasts forever. Something was going to end her colony. The Sweet Drop was just the end they’d chosen. The thought lingered, cold and distant, as everything around her darkened.

Forma rolled and twitched on the hard ground as the dissenters marched deeper into the wilderness, searching, she supposed, for a new purpose, a new queen—for any future at all. Maybe they would find it, maybe they wouldn’t. It would be without her, though, Forma realized, breathing in the fresh grass and soft soil one last time as the natural world faded away from her forever.

Second Place: Holding Ground

Holding Ground

By Bob McCrillis

“Hugh, you’re just choking the life out of this town. Pretty soon, ordinary people won’t be able to live here.” Gus Toby’s face reddened. “Who in the hell can afford a house that costs a million dollars? Rich people from Boston, that’s who.” Gus had prepared carefully for the meeting with Hugh Fleming, the Clarendon Town Manager. Wearing his Sunday suit and tie, he was equipped with lists of pros and cons, and even some examples from Damariscotta’s Coastal River Trust. It was all for nothing. The town manager brushed the material aside.

“I’ve listened to you, Gus, now you need to listen to me. This town hasn’t experienced prosperity like this since the Pilgrims were run out of Plymouth.” Hugh shook his head. “Look, Gus, I understand what you’re saying, but your property could support at least four house lots, all ocean front. The market right now values land like that at about four hundred fifty thousand dollars per acre. Four two-acre lots would net you…” He worked the calculator on his desk… “three point six million dollars. And, you could keep your house and mooring. It’s a windfall. Why not take it?”

“Because, god dammit, that property has been in my family for more than two hundred years, and I don’t want to be bullied into selling out to a bunch of rich-bitch Massholes.”

Hugh drew back. “There’s no reason to swear, Gus. I’m just pointing out the facts. You can like it or not, but your November 30th tax obligation won’t change.” Hugh straightened some papers on his desk. “I have to leave, I have an appointment with the school board.”

“Weren’t they happy with the gold-plated computers we bought them?”

“That’s unfair, Gus. Those children are our future—”

“Future my ass; they won’t be able to afford to live here.” Gus stood, glaring at Hugh.

Hugh glared right back. “If I were you, Mr. Toby, I’d look into state programs that might give you some relief.”

“If you were me, Mr. Fleming, you’d die from overwork on the first day.” Gus spun and stomped out of the office.

Still boiling with frustration, Gus crossed the street to the Pilgrim Diner, muttering under his breath. He blew through the door, nearly knocking over Maryann Perkins, his favorite waitress.

“Oh, oh, I’m sorry,” he said. “I wasn’t looking where I was going.”

“Looked to me like you were looking for someone to murder. Siddown, I’ll bring coffee.” She nodded to the long community table under the windows. Most of the business community had breakfast there in shifts dictated by their jobs. Fishermen and truckers very early in the morning, followed by the owners of local businesses, and finally, by lawyers, accountants, and such. It was said that if it wasn’t discussed at the Pilgrim’s big table, it probably didn’t matter.

At mid-morning, the only occupant was Obie Waterman, a semi-retired lawyer who spent most of his time drinking coffee at the Pilgrim or Scotch at the Cove. “Why Gus Toby, why aren’t you out at sea in search of the elusive crustacean?”

“Ah, I had a meeting with Hugh Fleming this morning—waste of time.”

“I’m sorry to hear that. What was your business with our esteemed town manager, may I ask?”

“Hoping to get the bastid to understand that we ain’t all millionaires from Boston.”

“Were you successful?”

“What in the hell do you think? He’s in the pocket of the developers. Spent too much time hobnobbing with the new people. Forgot who he’s supposed to be working for.”

Maryann appeared with coffee and a piece of apple pie. “I figured the pie might chase away whatever you’re so mad about. How about you Obie?”

“Just a warm up,” the lawyer said, holding out his cup.

“My tax bill jumped up to five times what it was. It’s over fifty thousand dollars. How can a working man afford that?”

“Is that because of the reassessment?’ Obie said.

“Gave me some crap about my land being worth four-hundred-fifty-thousand an acre.”

“So, they assessed it as potential house lots. How many acres do you have out there, anyway?”

Gus’s head drooped. “A little more than Sixteen and a half acres—but they’re not house lots for crying out loud. Just puckerbrush and rock.”

“Ah, but with a beautiful view of the ocean, and a good deal of privacy.”

Twenty minutes with Obie did nothing but stoke Gus’s outrage. He took his fury out on his old Ford pickup, glorying in the violent bumps and crashes and the great cloud of dust he raised as he threw the old truck down the dirt road to Sears Point. Even the name grated on him. “Should be Toby’s Point. Sears was nothing but a speculator who scurried back to England ’cause living here was too hard. Hrmpf. Family owned it since seventeen hundred something.”

He nearly rear-ended the faded blue Corolla in the driveway. His heart leaped. “Blue.”

Gus’s granddaughter, Gladys Blue Merrill, universally known as Blue, was here.

A petite, tow-headed woman in jeans and a sweatshirt proclaiming Woods Hole Oceanographic stepped off the porch. As she strode toward the truck, she made a show of waving the dust out of the air.

“Grampa, you’re going to kill poor old Clarence if you keep driving him like your pants were on fire.” She stood on her tiptoes to hug the old man. “Why such a hurry, need to use the bathroom?”

“Little girl, you’re just as outrageous as always,” Gus said. “How are you going to get a husband when you talk like that?”

The pair turned and walked toward the house. “Oh, Grampa, what makes you think I want a husband? I’m pretty enough to get a boy for a one-night stand when I want one. What else are men for?”

Gus’s mouth hung open.

Blue giggled. “You look like a fish out of water, your mouth…” Blue opened and closed her mouth, imitating a fish. “You know I’m just teasing you. You’re so old-fashioned.”

“Your grandmother called you spirited.”

“And you called me a “damn little shit who needed a tarnation good thumping.” The two grinned at each other.

“I was right.”

“Yeah, but you never caught me.” She dropped her voice a little. “So why don’t I get us both a cup of coffee, and you tell me why you were abusing Clarence?” She moved with easy familiarity to the kitchen, returning with two mugs of coffee.

“I was angry about our town going to hell in a handbasket, and all anyone sees is money, money, money.” He stood and paced back and forth. “Rich city people are buying up anything near the water, building million-dollar palaces, and fencing everyone out. Hell, driving down 207 now, you can’t even see the creek, just fences and keep out signs.

“I noticed that Ginny Waltham put up a big spite fence along the road.”

“Twasn’t Ginny.” Gus said. “She was getting kinda senile and couldn’t really live in that big place alone. Her kids got her into a retirement home.”

Blue nodded. “She was getting on in years.”

“That ain’t the bad part. The kids got together and sold the place out from under her. Got a mint of money, I’m told. That damn fence went up right after the closing.” He glared at Blue, as if all members of her generation were conniving to sell Maine to rich city people. “Prob’ly gonna happen here too.”

Blue sat up straight. “Grampa, why would you say that?”

“A pencil-necked boy from some real estate company walked around my property, measuring and taking notes. A month later, I get a notice that Sears Point is worth three million dollars, and my real estate taxes will go up to over fifty thousand a year. How in hell can a little guy like me pay that?”

“But, that isn’t right...”

“That shit Hugh Fleming looks me right in the eye, and says ‘highest and best use’ like that settles the argument. I wonder how he’d like it if I dragged his ass down to the town wharf and tossed him overboard.” Blue knelt beside Gus’s chair. “Ah, I know what they’re doing. They’re going to make me sell out so’s they can build a half dozen mansions with ocean views—prob’ly put up a gate across the road, too. Hafta show your diamond rings and such just to get on the Point.”

“Can you get a lawyer or something?”

“I don’t know. Maybe. Anyway, we’ve got to the end of November.” Gus stood up straight. “Can’t think about this right now. How about you and me go haul some lobster traps—maybe pull up sunken treasure.”

Blue had worked with her grandfather every summer and vacation since she was fourteen. Gus had insisted that she be paid as a sternman and that her fishing hours be recorded toward her lobster license. She teased him that he couldn’t make a lobsterwoman out of her. He pointed out that he wouldn’t live forever.

“And all this,” She swept her arms around encompassing the reeking bait barrels, the stacks of traps needing repair, and the forty year old Dorothy M, one of the last wooden Novi’s on the water, could be mine.”

“Ain’t a bad life,” he’d said.

***

The two of them silently enjoyed bracing sea air and the sense of freedom as Gus smoothly piloted the Dorothy M through the currents. Even diesel fumes and the powerful stink of redfish heads from the bait barrel brought pleasant memories of summers gone by.

“Well, Grampa, the old Cummins is still chugging along.” Blue stopped making up bait bags for a moment.

“No, it ain’t. Replaced it with a Japanese four-cylindper last year. Didn’t lose anything in speed, but cut my fuel usage to ten and a half gallons an hour from twelve. Saves me about fifteen thousand a year. Saved about 700 pounds, too.”

“I’m surprised you went with a ‘Jap’ engine,” Blue teased.

“Yeah, I know,” he said. “First buoy coming up.”

The boat coasted the last few yards, Gus snagged the buoy with a twelve-foot gaff, hauled it and eight or ten feet of warp aboard. In a single deft motion, he wound the warp around the gypsy head and stepped on the pedal to start the winch. Blue’s job was keeping the coils of warp neat and out of the way until the trap was on the gunwale. Then, she slid the trap aft out of the way, opened it, removed and measured the lobsters, and refreshed the bait. Blue soon had all four traps in the trawl baited and ready to be set again.

Gus watched Blue for a moment. “I remember hauling traps by hand, couldn’t use trawls, even of four traps, couldn’t get ’em off the bottom.”

“Damn good thing in my estimation,” Blue said. “Real risk of over-fishing.”

“Not likely. Ain’t granting more licenses and most of them are held in families. Not much chance of some greedy outsider wrecking what feeds us.”

“I’m more worried about a greedy insider.”

He put the boat in gear and moved it forward slowly, allowing Blue to push the traps over. Gus set a waypoint on the GPS and headed for the next trawl.

The old man and young woman worked in silent choreography. No instructions were needed or desired. Each fell into the soothing, familiar rhythms they knew in their bones.

Gus didn’t pull away from the last trawl. “Blue, we’ve got about an hour steam back to the point, then another hour putting the boat back in shape.” He looked at his watch. “It’s a little after five now and I’m looking forward to supper with you tonight. What do you say to calling it a day? That’ll leave the last twelve trawls to soak another day.

Blue started to protest that they could haul the remaining traps and steam back after dark, like they do in November, but stopped when she noticed the lines of fatigue on her grandfather’s face. “That’s fine, Grampa, we’ll catch up tomorrow.”

***

Supper was a pick up affair of beans and hot dogs spiced with old stories. “I was so mad at the princesses, her term for her two older sisters, preening around on the wharf in their two-piece bathing suits like they were on the cover of a magazine.”

The memory of Blue pelting her two older sisters with redfish heads drew a chuckle from Gus. “You wasted good bait and damn near drowned Violet.”

“And do you remember, a chunk of stinky redfish got stuck between the boobs Rose was so proud of—had to yank her top off right there on the dock.”

Smothering his laughter, Gus said, “I expected Rosie and Vi to track you down and kill you. Leave you floating next to the Dorothy M.”

“Never happen. The princesses don’t know how to fight.” Blue stood. “I’ll clean up here. Why don’t you go sit down in the living room. You want coffee or a beer?”

“Beer, I guess.”

From the kitchen, Blue yelled, “All you got is Black Label? Are you cheap, or what?”

“Don’t like it, don’t drink it.”

“Well, ain’t you just a laconic Down Easter,” Blue laughed. With an exaggerated nasal accent, she imitated her grandfather, “Don’t like it, don’t drink it.”

“Not gonna pour it down your throat.” He took a swig from the bottle. “Now, why aren’t you down on the Cape doing scientific things?”

“My grant wasn’t renewed. Government funding’s been cut, and my research wasn’t funded. I guess my kelp studies weren’t sexy enough. Shoulda done something with dolphins or whales—everyone loves them.”

“Can they do that? Just cut you off like that?”

“Don’t worry, Grampa, I knew this could happen when I accepted it. No big deal.”

He silently went back to the kitchen, returning with two fresh beers. “What now?”

Blue took a sip, rose, and paced the room, examining the paintings and art pieces on the walls. She stopped in front of a beautifully carved half-model of the Dorothy M’s hull. “I know a crusty old lobsterman who needs a sternman. Thought I might work for him over the summer while I figure out if I want to try to get a doctorate. He’s a mean sonofabitch, and buys cheap beer, but think I can stand him for a while.”

“Might even pay ya,” Gus said.

She knelt beside his chair and threw her arms around the old man, who froze. “No need to get all mushy. We got a long, hard day ahead of us tomorrow. Need to turn in.”

***

Through May and into June, the pair worked easily together, although Blue had concerns about Gus’s ability to stand the pace. He fished about four hundred fifty traps on a three-day cycle, or an average of thirty-eight hauls daily. The hauling alone took seven to eight hours, plus steaming time, meant the Dorothy M left the dock at five a.m. and returned about six p.m. Then, the boat had to be cleaned, checked for worn gear, and worn gear repaired. Gus’s schedule left no time for anything but work and sleep.

“Grampa, are you trying to kill yourself? There’s no reason for you to fish so many traps—and don’t give me any shit about making money to pay taxes. First, it can’t be done. And, second, there’s no need. We’ll figure a way to take care of it. Ever since Grandma died, all you do is work.”

“I got nothing else to do. You think I oughta take up golfing? Spend my time looking at TV?” He sputtered. “Maybe check into one of those old folks homes?”

“Grampa, you’re being an idiot. You can make a good living with half as many traps and have time to take care of the Dorothy M as well—she’s looking a little raggedy around the edges. I’ll bet you fished all winter, too.”

“If you can’t stand the pace, girl, you can just lay on the dock in a bathing suit and leave me to do what I have to do.”

“You sonofabitch,” she snapped. “I can outwork you any day of the week.” Blue’s face was bright red with deep furrows between her eyebrows.

“What did you call me, you little shit. I oughta wash you mouth out with soap—and then paddle your behind.”

There was a long, angry silence between them. Both glared at the other with locked jaws, straight lips, and deep frowns.

The corner of Blue’s mouth twitched, then she started to chuckle. Soon both were laughing. Gasping for breath, Blue said, “I’m sorry, Grampa…I didn’t...” She reached toward the old man. “I’m afraid to lose you like Grandma…I can’t...I can’t stand it.”

Gus very tentatively put his arms around Blue. “You inherited your mother’s temper, that’s for sure. You know, I once yelled at her about the short skirt she was wearing to school. Told her she looked like she was selling herself on the corner. She yelled back and stomped upstairs. Came back down wearing Grandmother Beal’s funeral dress, that brown-black thing from the attic. It covered her from chin to foot, long sleeves, even gloves. The final touches were a black feathered hat with a veil, and a black parasol.”

“No.”

“She posed on the landing right there on the landing. Went to school like that too.” He gazed back through the years. “Looked better than Grandmother Beal ever did, too. Funny, she started something. Some of the other girls started wearing old-fashioned clothes.”

“All the time?.”

“Nah, died out pretty quick when it got hot in the spring. Then Mary graduated.” He took a deep breath, “Let's leave the argument about the number of traps we fish for another time, okay?”

A week or so later, they were caught in a bad squall about five miles out to sea. The wind and increasing chop didn’t bother Dorothy much, but bounced Gus and Blue around some. The hydraulic hauler was acting up and finally quit. Having no replacement hydraulic hose, they tried duct tape, but they were forced to try hauling the trawls up hand over hand. Gus and Blue together could barely pull the two-hundred-twenty-pound trawls off the bottom. The wind-driven rain slashed across the deck, leaving a steady half-inch of water running out the scuppers. Gus’s hand slipped and he crashed backwards onto the cockpit combing, rolling and moaning on the deck.

“Grampa!” Blue let the trawl fall back into the water. She started to help him up, but he waved her away.

“Let me see if I can stand.” He struggled to his hands and knees. “Think we best head in, Blue. Think I busted something.” Leaning on her, Gus managed to creep into the cabin and sprawl on one of the bunks.

Blue cleared the deck and slammed the throttle to the stop. Thankful she her cell phone had service, she dialed 911. “This is Blue Merrill on the lobster boat Dorothy M, I have an elderly man with a back injury. I need an ambulance to meet us at the dock.”

[Clarendon town wharf?]

“Yes, that’s probably closer to the hospital.”

[Can you give me your ETA?]

Blue glanced up at the GPS. “Estimate 45 minutes. I’ll update when I get closer.”

[Confirm. Elderly male. Possible back injury. ETA Clarendon town wharf 45 minutes. Please stay on the line until you dock.]

Her stomach knotted, and fighting back tears, Blue powered the Dorothy M through the storm. Jesus! You nearly buried the bow in the wave, girl. Can’t help Grampa if you sink the damn boat. She worked the throttle and wheel to make the best speed possible through open water. When she reached sheltered water, she opened the throttle wide, breaking all kinds of rules, roaring down the back channel under full power. She stopped the boat with a powerful blast of reverse that left the Dorothy M rocking at the end of the dock. The EMTs had Gus on a backboard and into the waiting ambulance in less than five minutes.

***

At the home mooring at Sears Point, Blue carefully sunk the day's catch beside the dock in wooden boxes called dummies where the lobsters would stay until the broker came to pick them up. This and a superficial hose down of the boat was her gesture toward being a good lobsterman.

After a quick shower and a change into clean jeans and a T-shirt, she drove to the hospital to find out about Gus.

Hospitals all have a particular smell. Strong disinfectants and alcohol covered an undercurrent of urine. Sitting in the waiting room, Blue realized she could have spent a lot more time cleaning up the boat. She’d been here more than an hour, and all she knew was that Gus was being examined.

A nurse stepped through doors leading to the actual exam rooms. “Miss Merrill?”

“That’s me,” Blue said.

“Your grandfather is fine and is resting in Room 4.” She smiled. “He’s a bit of a character, isn’t he?”

“Oh, yeah.”

Gus looked particularly vulnerable in the stark white bed with his skinny arms and legs sticking out of the hospital gown. Another nurse was trying to get him to lie. “I’m okay now,” he growled. She continued until he was tucked in like a baby, and he continued grumbling.

Seeing Blue, he tried to sit up. “What in hell are you doing here?” He said. “There are a dozen trawls to haul.”

“Gee, I heard my grandfather was seriously injured, and I wanted to see if the old bastard was still alive.”

“Of course, I’m alive. Just broke my ass is all—hurts like the very devil.”

The nurse turned to Blue. “Your grandfather fractured his coccyx. It can be very painful, but Doctor Morris said it shouldn’t require surgery.”

“Coccyx?” Gus barked. “Thought that was in the front.”

The nurse drew herself up straight. “Mr. Toby, there’s no need for that. The doctor will be in to explain everything soon.” She spun and swept out the door.

“I think you offended her, Grampa.” Blue was smiling. I have to fix the hydraulics before I haul any more traps.” Her voice softened. “I really was worried about you. I was afraid you’d broken your back or something.”

“I guess you can leave the traps be, haul what you can and let the others soak.” He reached out to pat her hand, revealing a deep purple and yellow bruise from his shoulder almost to the elbow.

“Grampa, what’s that?”

“Bruise. Musta hit something on the way down. Don’t worry about it, I’m old, we bruise easy.”

***

After four days cooped up with the irascible old man, Blue threatened to cut him up for bait. The doctor had forbidden extensive sitting or standing until Gus’s next exam, two weeks from now.

“I’m tired of lying in bed all day watching TV.”

“Then read a book, look out the window, scratch your ass, I don’t care. I have things to do, and none of them are listening to you whine.” Blue sat down at the computer. “I’m trying to help you live the way you want, you crotchety old bastard.”

“You already cut way back on the number of traps you fish. Can’t make any money with two hundred fifty traps. If you’re not up to fishing more, maybe I need to hire a man to work the Dorothy M.”

Blue stomped over to Gus’s bed, leaned over, and snarled right in his face. “No man can do a better job than I’m doing. The spread we’re fishing now will net you a little more than seventy thousand a season. Yeah, that’s about thirty thousand less than the four-fifty spread, but you don’t need to pay a sternman. So button your lip.”

“But...”

“Don’t give me any ‘buts’,” Blue said. “I’ve been talking to Obie Waterman—”

“That drunken shyster. You’d best not be telling him my business—”

“He was a congressman for cryin’ out loud. He’s a damn fine lawyer with lots of experience and we’ve come up with a plan for you to protect Sears Point from Massholes and keep fishing like you always have.”

“What? Fat Obie find a magic wand somewheres?”

“You want to talk about it, or go back to The Price Is Right?

“Did I ever mention that you’re a mean little shit?”

“Frequently.” With a sheaf of papers in the hands, Blue sat in the chair next to Gus’s bed. “Turn that off, please.”

She leaned over the bed. “Here’s the plan. First, you put a conservation easement on the whole property, barring development. That lasts forever. So even if you croak, no one can’t build a bunch of houses here.”

“Obie came up with this?”

“It gets better. Then you donate the whole property to the Merrill Shore Land Preservation Trust at the current market value, let’s say two and a half million dollars with a reserved life estate. You have the use of the property for your life. It will revert to the Land Trust when you die.

Blue’s grin was electric. The Trust doesn’t pay property taxes, so Hugh Fleming can go pound sand. You get the use of the property and a huge tax deduction—you won’t ever pay income tax again.” She turned back to her grandfather. “Pretty damn slick, huh?”

“But I won’t own the land. Might’s well just sell out.”

“Of course. Then you could watch the rest of the Maine coast grow two-million-dollar pimples while the rest of us move to Nebraska. She threw the papers back on the desk and handed the remote back to her grandfather. “Well, you have a few months to figure something else out.” She trudged up the stairs to bed.

Third Place: Dear Adrienne

Dear Adrienne

By Susan Lederhouse

While my daughter Alison was thriving in her first year of college, I struggled alone with the formidable task of cleaning out our home. We had planned on tackling the chore over the summer but come July the shore beckoned. In August Alison was invited to the Adirondacks for two weeks by her best friend. The mad rush to buy for moving into the dorm followed. I was fortunate my brother and his wife helped with the actual transport of clothes, bedding, TV, computer, stuffed animals, books, violin, music, stands. We were less than an hour away if anything was left behind. But now the sorting, the deciding what to keep and what to give away fell to me. Dispersing fragments of the older generations to make room for the children who would inherit and reshape our legacy.

Our Quaker family of Fox’s had arrived not long after Penn, eventually moving from Philadelphia west to Chester County’s rolling hills. The brown stone farmhouse much added onto over the centuries sprawled haphazardly into the ten acres now left to our name. The true Fox Farm having dissolved during the 60s into suburbia. My mother and I still held onto the core.

Only because Alison had begged, “Please don’t sell, I want to live here all my life, with my family, with my history.”

I appreciated how she felt, a sense of the past had too bound me to the land, this land.

I decided to start with my sister Adrienne’s room, tucked under the eaves, winding around the chimneys and supports, stretching the length of what had been an attic. My father finished the space when she was born, finding the nooks and cubbies enchanting, renamed the Eyrie, a nest for his princess, his first born. Two years later James arrived, then I, Sara, rounded out the trio. The loft Adrienne’s sanctuary from us, her siblings, and the roads that stretched far beyond our driveway wall. Though often, she needed to be in the world and shut away at the same time. While in college she fell in love with George Payne, like her an avid hiker. At the end of their junior year, they headed to Pymatuning, one of the largest state parks in Western Pennsylvania, for a week of exploring before school started. Adrienne was my sister, a long-ago sister, a sister of childhood and teen-age angst, who disappeared as a buoyant afternoon thermal at sunset.

I knew she was gone, I could feel the emptiness, my father too, his hope quickly became grief long before my mother’s. Adrienne and George were experienced hikers, they didn’t take risks, and yet they were gone. Not a trace, their car never found, they had been last seen in a restaurant in White Haven; the waitress remembered Adrienne because of her deep auburn hair. Her hair the first thing most people brought up when they spoke about her. The not knowing, this hole in the fabric of our family, hung as a mist over our lives darkening the joy that had once been ours. Her room untouched for twenty-five years, a shrine to our pain.

Going through, passing on her belongings would be the hardest. I worked part time for Bunch Auctions and was aware how overwhelming dispersing a household could be; items often overlooked. I once found an urn of a loved one’s ashes and misplaced wills were not uncommon, a fortune hidden in the pockets of clothing or tucked under book jackets. The time had come to let go of the past, let go of my past.

The room a reflection of the young woman Adrienne had become. Books lined shelves that once held the stuffed animals and board games of childhood. She was the queen of Yahtzee knowing how to flick her wrist for the perfect throw. Her books spoke of the literature classes she took at Barnard, my father’s interests, art and astronomy, and hers, hiking and travel. Sacrilege to part with them, but time for someone else to treasure their words.

I rifled through the volumes before boxing them. Here and there a letter from George saved among the pages. When he was home in NY for summer break, he’d send her bits of poems with his feelings of longing. I came across a pocket Wordsworth my father had given her one Christmas.

Dear Adrienne,

Knowing how much you love your “Rambles” through Brandywine Creek, the Catskills and Acadia, I thought you would enjoy a collection of Wordsworth’s poems. He writes of the simple wonders of nature being linked to our feelings; how “my heart leaps up when I behold a rainbow in the sky.” Sweetie, don’t give the mud a chance to dry on those hiking boots before you use them again and may your “Heart dance with the Daffodils’...Always!

Merry Christmas,
All my love, Dad
1996

The attached gold ribbon bookmark rested at page 149 – Dear Native Brooks Your Ways Have I Pursued.

I’d keep the Wordsworth. I set the book aside.

By lunch ten bankers’ boxes were filled. I retreated to the kitchen with the few volumes I wanted. I’d add them to the books in the living room. Our house so full of packed shelves as a child I thought the books were what kept the walls standing.

With my sandwich and coffee, I sat on the bluestone patio, a small square lined with gray brick that adjoined the space my father had used as a studio. My mother whose Liebesträume floated from the Orangerie into the afternoon left off her playing and joined me.

“Do you want half my sandwich?” I offered.

“No thanks. I ate a late breakfast. I know you’ve pulled from the living room. Do you think we should go through the study? Oh, and when James comes, I have two boxes from my bedroom to come down.”

“James should handle Dad’s art books. I wouldn’t know which ones are important. He may want to keep them, now that he’s not moving every few years. Time to build his own collection.”

“Have you seen his portrait of Elise?”

“She sat long enough for a portrait?” My sister-in-law lived in constant motion: PTA, a friend of the Library, the Lions, the boys’ soccer matches and lacrosse, hauling them to music lessons.

“I suspect he used a photograph, but he captured her, the whirlwind.”

We both laughed.

My father was Easton Childes, a well-known Brandywine artist but not in the tradition of Wyeth or Sculthorpe. His early work fell into that school but he moved into an impressionism that had the ability to enter your soul and hold you fast to his inner landscape while capturing the scene before him, the real and the essence.

We were lucky, my mother an only child, inherited Fox Farm, whittled down to its ten acres, but enough nature to keep the suburbs at bay. Upkeep and taxes, and when father became the artist to own, my parents embarked on the expansion which included his work shop and Orangerie perfect for entertaining with the portes-fenêtres that opened onto a sunken lawn. The ten-foot-tall glass paneled doors allowed glorious summer sunsets, peach and mauve, to sweep through the room to the sound of Chopin or Debussy on the Steinway mingled with the tinkle of fine crystal.

I loved Adrienne’s room. White walls and Federal blue woodwork. Painted doors below the slant of the ceiling hid storage tucked under the roof. Not much there, some old shoes, an empty backpack, a few rolls of Christmas wrapping, but when we were children, we would fill the space with pillows and stuffed animals, hide within, shutting the door behind us, flashlight in hand and share our girlish secrets. Adrienne fancied herself a reader of palms; she had read about one in a book and practiced on me until her feigned knowledge wore an air of authenticity. In turn I would be a princess, an actress, a writer of Romance novels and sail around the world. I would be none of these and the farthest from home I ever ventured was Vermont.

I packed up the shoes and pulled clothes from her four-drawer bureau. Timeless L.L.Bean hiking shorts and all-weather pants, turtlenecks and tees. We are so much more than our possessions, but all I have left, things and memories.

James said he would come by after supper to bring down the boxes. Baldwin’s Book Barn offered to come for the books, Adrienne’s plus others I had culled from the downstairs shelves over the last few days. James, a doctor in the army, now retired, worked at a clinic in the city, pro bono. He would take the clothes for their community outreach.

Father loved Adrienne most, his kindred spirit, but James was the star. Adventurous and curious, he formed a troop including his close friend, Bill Owens, and we his obliging sisters, to trek along the Brandywine Creek and his favorite haunt, the Battlefield. With our every trespass of this hallowed ground we were given a history lesson; Nathanael Green stood here, Lafayette wounded there, Stirling, Sullivan and Wayne. Occasionally, after a heavy rain, we would find a musket ball or old metal buttons, once a tin snuff box. He was obsessed with the Revolution. I was glad Bill evened out our unit, he could subtly pull in my brother’s exuberance and made sure I wasn’t left behind. When hiking and exploring rough terrain, James and Adrienne were equals.

James could do everything. Athletic, he ran cross country, an A student, Valedictorian of his senior class, and he could paint. Father taught him, an apt pupil, he was gifted and original, he loved portrait work, with the ability to capture his sitter’s spirit. Especially Adrienne, that spark of mischief which was her inner light. He opted for West Point and medical school, a career that allowed him to travel the world. He continued to paint, his home nearby in Marshallton filled with portraits of his family.

I excelled at being ordinary learning early on I could not compete with my glittering siblings so I mastered the art of being unobtrusive accepting whatever of their light came my way. I was seventeen when Adrienne left us.

I remember one evening, Christmas of ’97, helping my mother decorate the tree, trying to uphold the routines from the before, to bring a touch of normalcy back into our lives; I saw my father standing in the doorway of the Orangerie which connected to his workshop. Our eyes met; I saw at once the wish I had been the missing daughter, not his beloved Adrienne. He turned and disappeared into the darkness.

No Barnard or West Point for me. I attended West Chester University. My mother helped me find an apartment to give me a sense of being on my own, though close enough to home if I needed to, retreat there. Slowly the shadows lifted. My mother was how you wanted a mother to be, caring and supportive, but I never knew how she truly felt.

I took Liberal Arts, concentrating in literature because the subject was easy, the plays of the Elizabethan period my favorite. Other than a degree I had no goals, hoping at least to drift into work that would interest me. My junior year I registered for African-American Lit having exhausted all the classes pertaining to the 16th Century, including a graduate course my advisor slipped me into. The first session I arrived at a conference room with one long table to find six Black female students, a Black professor, and one white boy, Jakob Cantor. Two weeks in the newness evaporated and the mission of the class seemed to be schooling me in the Black experience, the lives of the other. I think they succeeded, my curiosity and desire to expand my world view led me to Ethnic Lit the following semester.

In my own estimation being a rather shallow person, I immediately fell in love with Jakob. He was not much taller than me, 5’9”, lean, brown hair which curled above his collar and ocean eyes of brown and green and sunlight. Originally from New York City, his family moved to the area ten years before. His father worked as a book appraiser for Freeman’s Auction in Philadelphia. As Jakob told me later, he was half-heartedly pursuing business but his first love was literature. I would often tease him that he married me for our family book collection. My father loved him. They would talk Yeats and Thomas and Larkin for hours, art Jakob knew from his father’s association with Freeman’s and astronomy had been a youthful passion. My future husband became the place my father could abandon his grief. I was two months pregnant with our twins at graduation; we married that June.

Father oversaw the conversion of the detached garage into a cottage for our home; the Brandywine Fieldstone was joined by a light framed addition sided in cedar shakes which housed our bedrooms. Dad hung a white cedar sign over the door, hand carved with the words Endless Summer, for the blue hydrangeas I’d planted around the new build. And he began to paint again. Jakob’s business degree came in handy. My mother had been the manager of father’s work and their finances, now Jakob took over the sales while she kept the books. He often accompanied Dad on his plein air jaunts, as driver and confidant. Jakob was the glue that mended our brokenness and the twins, Celeste and Alison, helped to fill the void of Adrienne’s absence.

The girls were our Christmas present arriving December 16. Jakob, my mother and I somehow managed the chaos of two at once. James, stationed in Texas, came home that year with a fiancé in tow. The world had shifted; and we moved away from the spectre of prevailing sadness towards hope.

Our uneventful existence passed in ordinary days, the rise and fall of birthdays and holidays, gallery shows and first days of school, summer vacations at the shore. You think the sameness; the routine of the years will never end. But...

Jakob found my father on the floor of his studio, a Wednesday, as the dogwood leaves were turning red, and the berries clustered among the foliage. We were informed at the hospital, a heart attack. He was seventy-three. I was thirty. Two years later Jakob was diagnosed with lung cancer, a man who never smoked. My mother and I shouldered our grief, we survived helping my daughters accept our losses. James stationed in Germany could only briefly mourn with us.

After a gap year, Alison was off to college. Our brainiac, Celeste, who had begun at sixteen was working on a Masters at Princeton. James came home last year, a reservist who could be called to active duty at any time, and now worked at the clinic. Mom and I the grand dames of Fox Farm watched sunsets from the Orangerie at the end of quiet days. Adrienne, her smile, her breezy laughter, the warmth of her hand holding mine, she catches me in unguarded moments and sets me adrift in the flood of what I have lost.

Summer seems to linger into October these days. November was more than half gone before a killing frost sugared the brown fields and lawns. I heard the doorbell and descending the stairs found my mother in the kitchen making coffee for Bill Owens, Chief Owens of the West Chester Police Department, who was seated at the granite topped island.

“Hi Bill,” I greeted.

“Sara, you must both be glad to have James back in the area.”

“Let’s hope the world calms down enough he gets to stay,” my mother responded.

The kitchen door to the patio opened, and my brother came in; we realized Bill wasn’t here for a friendly hello. My mother paled, James took her arm. I steadied myself taking hold of the countertop.

Bill said the State Police had contacted the Department, “With the lack of rain this year lake levels have fallen dramatically and a fisherman saw the car in Arrow Lake outside of White Haven. George’s car. I’m sorry but there were bodies inside.

Bill’s voice trailed off, numbness, I watched my mother and brother absorb the news. Bill suggested the couple must have stopped for the night, sleeping in the car, forgetting the parking brake. But a few days later he called James and me to his office.

“I didn’t want to say this in front of your mother, but now with positive identification, the bodies are Adrienne and George, they were both shot. The State Police believe they were murdered and the car pushed into the water. They will reopen the investigation but don’t hold out much hope after all these years.”

The grief once more renewed. I was sure we would never know who or why, did it matter? Adrienne and George were still dead, as we knew they were all those years ago.

The cremated remains came to us the middle of December and we placed them next to our father. We never heard from the Paynes although James reached out to them. My mother retiring in her days, read afternoons in the Orangerie or played the piano until civil twilight cast a mauve glow across the evenings. Then Christmas.

Alison called, could she bring some friends home for the holiday, three exchange students who would be alone and Celeste shyly introduced us to her boyfriend. She’d always been too wrapped in studies for a relationship. James, Elise and their sons. Fox Farm would indeed entertain.

Amidst the loss and sadness of the last few months there was also joy which outmeasured the days of pain. The knowing what we began with our lives will carry forward as we were the promise of our parents and grandparents. These sorrows that break our hearts are only a moment until once more we become dust and stars.

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